SHAYNE
Me and Christine N. Went downtown to the Sam the Record Man on Seymour street,
and I saw this guy there who I thought was sooo adorable. I hung around there
for AGES, smiling at him and asking him stupid questions ("Do you have any Hole
albums?" - like I didn't already have em - heheh). We left after and I got mad
at myself for not saying anything to him. Christine went back in and came back
out a few minutes later with a piece of paper. She told me that he got really
embarrassed. She said to him, according to my diary, "She thinks you're really
good-looking and she wants your phone number" He says, "Yah, I think that would
be a really good idea." Christine told me that it was so cute. We ended up coming
back to the store later and she gave him my number at my request, since I was
shy about calling him. I wanted him to call me. Heh. Anyway, his name was Shayne.
His hair was shortish and shaggy, dirty blonde, blue eyes, a killer smile, and
a decent height and body frame. Cute was the best possible way to describe him.
He bore a very strong similarity to Christian Slater. He ended up calling me
that evening. He was 20 years old and moved to Vancouver about a year before
from Edmonton. We talked for a bout a half hour and I said that I would drop
by the store the next day since I was going downtown to buy a poster.
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Well, I had a long
but VERY happy day. Man am I happy. Okay, so I go downtown and buy that poster.
Then I go to see Shayne, who isn't there and so I go into a different store.
I walk out and hear "There you are!" and he's like standing there. MAN he is
too cute for anything. So we chatted for a little bit, he offered me fries.
We went to his place so he could get rid of his jacket. So, we end up hanging
around at his apartment. So we started kissing. MAN! He drives me crazy! He
never stays still. He never lingers in one area, he moves his lips EVERYWHERE.
But he's so gentle and he made me tingle. He's so shy. He uses his hands! It
made me so happy. His hands were cool and he touched my face and hair. MMM!!!
He was so horny. I could tell so easily because he was on top of me and I could
feel that his dick was hard because it was pressing down on my thigh. The phone
rang and he said in a real breathy voice, "Let it ring." It took his hand ages
to touch my breast. It was like under my shirt on my back. He barely touched
my breast. He gently squeezed it and backed off. He did it once more later and
he did it slowly and then backed off slowly again. His skin is SO soft and his
hair is too. He has the most beautiful smile. I can't describe the feeling of
him kissing me. So after that (and this is so cute) we left to get coffee. My
pants felt wet. So I looked down while we walked to the elevator and there was
a wet spot on my jeans. I said, "Is your bed wet or something?" He looked SO
embarrassed and said, "I think that might've been me."
I couldn't help laughing a bit. I kept saying, "No way."
He said, "Well, I guess it's just a human thing."
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On Thursday the 26th we got together again in Vancouver, where I wanted to
do a photography project for school. He dragged me to all these cool places
for taking photos. I ended up doing a gratified wall landscape. And of course
I took photos of him. He kept jokingly threatening me with a rusty nail and
then we went to his place. It took Shayne ages to kiss me again but when he
finally did I melted. Of course he never stayed still again and it drove me
nuts. His tongue is so SWEET tasting. It's so weird. It like, has flavour. It's
so cool. He made little mmming noises which turned me on massively. And the
funny thing was, he did it again - he "wet" his pants yet again! Hah! He said
he had to go have a shower. I asked why and he said "I'm not gonna go and beat
off or anything." I laughed so hard. I know he didn't cuz he was like in and
out of the shower in like a minute. He also said, "Beating off in the shower's
for little kids."
I asked, "So what's for adults?"
He grinned and said, "You know what's for adults."
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On Sunday we got together again. We went to a cheap theatre but we both hated
the stuff playing (after we went in) so we left (waste of money) - I had broken
my headphones on the bus earlier, so I went to buy some new ones, and then we
went to his place. This time was a lot different - this day in general. He was
practically attacking me the entire time. As soon as he saw me he grabbed my
hand and he was kissing me at the movies and in the elevator, and when we got
to his place oh boy! He was all over me. He was actually going for my breasts
this time but I was shy because I had broken out and was embarrassed. So I got
him to play with me in other areas...he never actually went under my panties
though. And I had shaved for him and everything! I asked him later if he felt
my ring. He said yah. That evening he asked me to be his date for some cocktail
party. I thought that was so rad! We made out again and had dry sex. Woo.
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Saturday the 18th we went outside to watch a band and Shayne was BEGGING me
to stay with him, literally saying please over and over and over. I told him
I couldn't, but added "You come with me." So he did. I went in and he waited
outside for 15 minutes until I told him it was ok and I quietly opened the door
for him to come inside. We got in bed half naked (sleeping attire of course-
heheh) and he pounced on me right away. He finally started doing more "exciting"
things like nipple sucking and going beneath my panties for once - I told him
before hand that I did something for him (I had shaved) and I asked him if he
knew what it was and he smiled and said "You got a little haircut." He always
said the cutest things. I asked him what he thought of my ring and he said it
was beautiful. I said "The ring is there for your entertainment." So he rummaged
around for it and I coaxed him into penetrating me and it was all heavenly and
of course he creamed in his pants again and before he had been tired and I said
"I thought you were tired" (mockingly) and he said "Nah!" And I also said "I
thought you had to work tomorrow" - he said "Work shmirk" - very cute.
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A little but after that I started thinking stupid things because my period
was late. I figured I was pregnant, even though we hadn't had sex. But I had
read somewhere that if semen even gets close enough to the vagina it can cause
a pregnancy without actual intercourse. And since Shayne had a habit of creaming
his pants I thought it might have happened that way. I got a pregnancy test
and it was negative.